Oh Please God

My emotions are always up and down. I got off the phone w/sis feeling happy. And then I stupidly looked at his profile, and was perplexed not to see that bitch's message on his profile. I mean, I had asked him why he even deleted her message if she was just a friend. And he was like: "Deleted?" All perplexed. So I decided it was my FB. So allegedly he didn't delete her message. So who did? And how? Did she go back on his profile and delete what she wrote? When he described her to me, he said he didn't find her attractive. That she has these crazy furrowed wrinkles on her head from scowling/frowning so much because she has crazy mental problems. He emphasized how crazy she was. And how, the last time he saw her, she had had botox done, and so her forehead was smooth, and she looked so weird. So. Weird forehead scrunch, weird forehead smooth, and crazy as hell. Well I told him I think I'm a bit crazy too. And he said, "you're not like split personality...." And I was like, "bipolar?" And he said yes. And I believed him. When I am with him it's like heaven. But away I go crazy. I hope God has mercy on me, and this guy isn't actually a pathological liar.