Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Monarch of the Glen

I'm such a grumpy pants that I feel I need to do this to keep my head from pickling with acidity.

Happiness Exercise:
1. Sis is with me after days and days of helping Keeya with her move. It is a comfort to have her nearby.

2. I think I did decently in my Drug Dosages class. I was hit with sleep DURING the test SEVERAL times, and had to fight to stay awake (I even made myself go over the exam painstakingly when I realized I had dozed off during many answers)....yet there was this moment when I felt myself mentally slap myself in the face, thinking, "Dammit, Christine. This is your fucking life. Ace this bitch now!" and I awoke with a painful desperation. Despite all, I think I did well. I really do.

I know the exhaustion and sleep was from helping Jonathan and Leo with their packing. At least the negative came from a positive thing. Helping friends in desperate need of help is a good thing.

3. I'm enjoying being in touch with old "flames" in FB. I thought it would be horrible/weird, and it's still weird...but it's intimate, somehow. I like the element of goodwill that passes through...a wave of positive energy that passes through the internet. An old....semi-"foe" is a facebook friend. It makes me feel warm and happy inside (definitely NOT talking about my ex)... It still tickles me to no end that RC added me on FB. I am so grateful that he has no ill will towards me. It means a lot.

4. My face is doing relatively well. It's pretty clear. Happy about that.

5. Not very bloaty. Figure is decent. I can live with it. It's alright.

6. Ate well too. One greasy meal, but I ate it out of frugality and duty, and not for binge-emotional reasons. Feeling alright about my meals today.

7. Watching certain scenes in Episode 7, Season 1 of "Monarch of the Glen" makes me drunk with giddyness.

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