Friday, November 14, 2008

It's the "feel-strange" family movie of the season!

I hacked my hair off! It feels so liberating! I can't stop running my hands through my hair and staring at myself every time I pass by the mirror. I am wearing a bandana to keep the hair around my face from touching my face too much, so the previous body and lift that it used to have has flattened out.

I called on Mr. Bore, the dude I was sorta seeing, to check on him. He has recently been fired from his job, and is understandably freaked out. I was trying to be empathetic by calling. He was kinda brusque and cold on the phone. He did seem pissed when I told him I cut my hair. It must be the job thing. Anyway, I feel I did my duty with that situation, and have no more obligations with that dude. We were both invited to a party tomorrow, and I am tempted not to go just to avoid seeing him. I consistently got a bad after-taste every time we hung out, and every time I hear him speak. It's truly a good thing that that lame whatchamacallit is over! The slate is clean, and I feel safe and pure.

Tres Leches:
1. Pleased with haircut! I showed the stylist the two looks I was going for (one was my usual favorite--the short bob, and the other one was "safe"and not too freaky--a medium length cut with layers). I told her I could not decide, and she chose for me. She insisted I get the shorter cut, but then she managed to combine both looks in one. Amazing. Some of these hair stylists are magicians!

2. Did not eat too much crap. Feel at peace with my meals for today.

3. Tidied up my room! Hooray! I can see the floor!

y mas...

4. Feeling great that I managed to make peace with Dennis. I could tell he has been harboring weird feelings and stuff, and by making myself swallow my pride and be a little nice, I made his day the other day. It's funny how much easier it is to be nice to certain people, but it's so hard to be nice to others.

5. I did a few exercises around the apartment. Basically, 5 push ups, and some side exercises. And a few minutes of crazed dancing when I put on some hip hop a few hours ago. Always feel better about myself if I can sneak in some push ups and/or crunches in my life routine. Having fantasies of having more defined arms...

6. Sis approved of my hair! Almost forgot about that. Big deal for me. It gave me such a large feeling of relief to know she liked it. Yay!

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